I'm Sorry

I'm sorry I couldn't be a good daughter
I'm sorry I couldn't be your good little girl
Or your princess, your angel, your cupcake
It's just not me. I'm not her.

I wish I could be.
I just want to make you proud.
All I want is for us all to be happy
But it doesn't seem possible now.

I wish so hard that I could be her
The one you love and know best
But instead I'm this dishonest alien to you
I'm the secret son that causes unrest.

I'm sorry. I really am.
I cannot express it enough.
But if I am to survive the world
I cannot pretend anymore
I can't be her.
I can't.

I can't.